Staring at myself in the mirror leads me nowhere except the thoughts in my head

it’s toxic as hell and it’s hard to escape it

and when I’m able to it pulls me back deeper

Sometimes I snap or don’t talk at all

my smile you see is almost never real at all

I’m tired of living this way

I’m afraid of myself and I hate it.

All my demons are hungry and it’s time i feed them

again and

again.